I am writing this for my personal reasons as I find no one to share my feelings. This is how my life took turns from the moment I received the message.
On one fine day I was busy with my work and came from work lately and again began talking to my colleagues delegating them tasks after having my dinner. I got a message from a person whom I don't know until then. Generally I have the habit of calling back and knowing who it was. I gave a call twice but no one responded then I replied to that message asking whom it was. The stranger replied to me saying that it was wrongly sent to me. From there started the story I replied no need for sorries for such a small issue and said saying sorries is a girl's thing. The stranger replied sharply. Then I realized that it was a girl who sent me those messages and apologized for writing so.
Next few days we exchanged messages and we both became curious to know each other. I didn't had too much interaction with girls in my life and as the youngsters do I too wanted to flirt with this girl for some timepass and never thought of giving some serious thoughts. She used to send me messages now and then and I used to reply. I felt happy that some one is there to ask about me. It just continued for few days.
Those are the times my managers and my company appreciated me for the work I have done. I felt really rocking and everything was going well in life, good work, good progress, and the pay was ok.
Dasara approaches and now I am going home after a very long time it was almost more than 6 months I met my family members. There was one more occassion happening in the family. It was my uncle's daughter's wedding. Everyone felt very happy for seeing me after a long time. All my relatives were there and I was exited to see my mom and dad and my bro's kid. My sister and her family were here too. It was such a nice moment. Now my dad asks me to get married to a nice girl its the only wish he had. He is a very good person. Asusual I said I need to get settled in life before I plan for my marraige. I never talked much to my dad until his death after I left my town. We were exchanging messages and tell her what is happening around me and she used to tell what she is doing for the festival.
Oh I forgot to tell what she is she is basically a classical dancer thats how she introduced me in one of messages sent to me. On the day of my uncle's daughter marriage I gave her a ring but no one responded. After a while I got a message that she was busy and didnot had a chance to look at it. I was travelling back to home from the venue and after reaching home I gave her a call and we chit chatted for sometime trying to know each other. I asked her name and she asked me to tell mine I told her mine and gave me a puzzle that her name is 7 alphabet as in mine. I was curious and she told me her name. Such a sweet voice it was dont think I am exaggerating it really it is. I found smartness and childishness in her words. She was fast in her talks and I never came across girls like her.
And I started that night back to Hyderabad. It was almost one week I stayed at home. I generally stay for not more than 2 days. Then came the company's anniversary and we generally have big event. Our team did a skit and I was applauded a lot by many. I felt very happy. By this time we used to send messages very frequently almost one message every hour and some short time talks. Everything was going well.
As the days go by we near to Nov 26 which is her birthday, by this time we used to talk to other for hours and hours on phone, so many discussions, some or the other how we started liking each other but none of us told about it to each other. She celebrated her birthday with her friends and I was very exicted to call her and wish her at midnight. Midnight calls were not new to us. We once played antakshari for the whole night. I stopped talking to my friends about her and now started taking it as a personal matter. Every night we used to talk. She used to talk about her family, friends, dance, relatives bla bla bla. I really loved listening to her as she goes on explaining what was happening in her life. I was cool and calm going guy much focussed on career and work. I was happy to find such a nice person in my life as wanted her as a friend for the rest of my life.
As the talks continued things like marraige comes into discussion. We were both clear that we both are going to have a arranged marraige as love marraiges are always a problem to everyone, none of us wanted to bother parents. I give first preference to my family and she too was like that. I used to ask her to sing songs and she used to ask me sing songs for her. Both of us enjoyed time like this. We became so attached during these days she knows what I am doing at this moment and I know what she is doing at this moment. We used to exchange lot of messages.
Now comes the day, she is travelling to her granny's home and has limited mobile connectivity means no or very less messages for few days. Even then I used to send her messages and she tried to send few messages daily. I generally go to bed late in the night. I was studying and preparing for certification exam. So I am almost connected to Internet all the time. She knows about this thing and send me a message from granny's place to send my chat id. The next day she gets connected and we started chatting. It only went for few days. Its the month of December nearly one year ago. I felt a little bit relaxed as we had chance to chat through Internet. I went into almost such a situation if I didnot receive her message for an hour or so my heart starts pounding I would start praying God to keep her safe. Every day morning I used to wish her Good Morning the moment I woke up from my bed with her thoughts in my mind and used to go to bed very late in the night infact morning sending gudnite messages. There are hell lot of things we talked about our life partners, our lives, our interests no one can imagine. I cannot put all those in here.
Both of us now know we very much liked each other but never expressed until then. My birthday approaches she is at her grandma's place gives me a call in the morning and she is very excited to wish me. I really feel blissed to receive those wishes. She returns back to her home after few days and we start chatting with each other again. My course is finished and I am seriously preparing for my certification which is much needed for my next promotion. But things change all of a sudden I receive a message from her that how much she liked me. I couldnt stand on my feet I was feeling like as if I was in the air. I was trying to avoid to tell her about my feelings for her as I was afraid of losing such a girl, who is smart, sweet, quick witted. She had a very good helping nature. Almost the things that I was interested in, many of our interests matched thats the reason why we started liking each other so much. After that message the liking starts to love. I used to tease her for fun and then calm her down both of us liked the way things going and now I want to meet her in person to give a new beginning for our lives. Oh my certification, she asks me finish with the exam and then come to meet her. I was also very exicited about it.
The exam schedule gets postponed and inbetween due to a small thing we had a small fight. The whole mistake was mine. I shouldnt have talked to her like that. It was the day before Shiv ratri the argument came up. She stopped to talking to me and messaging to me and started crying. I was not able to control myself and felt guilty for the whole damn thing. I sent messages one after the other the whole night and she weeped all the night. I was afraid she is so sensitive and I don't want to lose her.
It our fate I think the exam date continously gets postponed and drags until March and now I was well prepared for the exam and made all preperations. Suddenly comes my manager and asks me to travel to Delhi for a show.
